I have had a good weekend, but very busy.
With Mum staying with me I have had a bit more freedom at night, which has meant I was able to go out till later both friday and Saturday night.
I am now very tired. I am glad I have kids and a good excuse to stay at […]
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A major influence in my life and my main role model is my aunty. She is independent, intelligent, kind, articulate and very cool.
She completed a degree in Pyschology much later in her life and this combined with her inate ability to understand people makes her a very good shoulder to cry on.
” I have noticed something […]
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Well I am holidays, which is nice and the government has started paying me money again, which is also nice. My Mum is coming to visit soon and lots of other mundane things are happening in my world.
Still I feel lost, I jumped and I am still in free fall. I hate the lack of […]
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Willett has been very honest with me lately. He is trying to be honest with himself. This is good. Sometimes I like being with him, for who he is and not because he makes me feel secure.
Willett had a girl when I got back, but after talking to his counsellor he stopped seeing her. I […]
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I had a very good time in Canberra.
Its funny, but I know that one of the reasons that Willett and I got so serious so fast, was because I felt he loved my unconditionally and I thought my life lacked that.
The truth is my family have always loved my unconditionally and I also have some […]
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This Mosaic is based on answering a few questions and then putting the answer into a flicker search to see what comes out. I found the idea over at Sexeteria and it is fun to build something based on questions about you and see what develops.
Anyway this is what you do.
1. Type your answer to each […]
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I am going home on Sunday, just for a week. I should have done this when everything happened in Febuary, I needed space and perspective. I needed my family and my friends. (Not saying I don’t have great friends here.)
My friends back home have known me for years, they met me when I was a mess and […]
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So while my life is in utter confusion, there is one friend of mine who is having the worse run of luck I think I have ever seen someone have. More importantly through all her stuff she is still smiling and still has time to listen to my stuff.
Really, a bloody awesome friend.
I would really […]
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I did not blog about any of my emotions when my feeling for someone else started. Mostly because I did not know what was going on. Was it hormones, lust, insecurity, love? All of the above? I tried to fathom it, I spent hours tormented with the conflict.
It occured to me, at the time, that my husband did not […]
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I thought I had it all, I had the happy ending. True love, a great job and great friends, I was the happiest I think I have ever been. I had this amazing husband. While other women might complain about their husbands not doing enough round the house, or never having time for them, not me, my husband […]
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